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Gwyneth Lewis reflects on her father's dedication to learning the Welsh language, which he cherished throughout his life. As he approached death, his increasing reliance on English was a painful experience for Lewis, highlighting the emotional weight of losing a language that had been a significant part of their lives. The memoir, 'Nightshade Mother: A Disentangling,' delves into Lewis's complex relationship with her parents, particularly her judgmental mother, while also showcasing her father's linguistic journey. The poem 'My Father’s Vocabulary Book' serves as a poignant elegy, illustrating the contrast between her father's vibrant use of Welsh and his eventual decline into English. This shift symbolizes not only a personal loss for Lewis but also a broader cultural erosion, as she grapples with the implications of her father's fading connection to his native tongue. The narrative captures the intricacies of familial bonds, the struggle for identity, and the emotional turmoil of witnessing a loved one’s decline. Through her father's vocabulary, Lewis encapsulates the essence of his character and the profound impact of language on their relationship. The poem's concluding question, 'Beth yw gwelltog?' (What is green?), resonates deeply, representing the search for meaning amidst loss and the enduring legacy of a father’s love for his language.